My Life

Many people stumble and often question the purpose of them living. This once came to me during class, but haven't given it much thought until recently. Now, when I say that this is the purpose of life, I don't mean to be generalizing that purpose within your brain...it's just an assumption, you could say :) Well it sounds pretty reasonable and believable to me. Haha, well to the point.
My definition to the purpose of life is to love and in turn to be loved also. Think about it, think about someone who is always "extra happy" and see how many loved ones that individual might have. You could also probably say the definition of life is to be happy, since one recieves love one recieves happiness. Now, this love could be recieved by anyone, maybe even anyTHING; a mortal being, an IMmortal being, or an earthly object. We have mates and we love them and in turn we're loved back. Isn't that feeling equivalent to the comfortable feeling of a fluffy, bounceable cloud? :D. And also, to backup my overall point, does it not also give you a feeling that your life is complete and if God took you at that exact moment, you'd be forever eternally satisfied. Wouldn't that be heaven?
Speaking about heaven, many people turn to religious factors in order to recieve lifetime satisfactory fufillment. We turn to God or any other immortal being, for that complete happiness that helps us get through life. Even though God or that immortal being might not be existent nor present within the Earth's soil, happiness is achieved through the "symbolical" actions God or that immortal being might act upon an individual who shows love towards them (them hence being God/immortal being).
Not to be stereotypical or whatnot, when one loves an earthly object and hopes to be loved in return, that would rather seem foolish right? Many people nowadays show their love towards their money through the job they work through, the certain "tasks" once might do in order to get their hands on some money (e.g. drug trafficing), and etc. When I am referring to money loving an individual in return, I do not specifically literally mean it. What I am trying to say is by loving money (retrieving money in any way possible, as shown in above examples), people tend to think that they can buy happiness, which supposedly will in turn "buy" them the fufillment of life. In my opinion, this is probably the weakest love an individual might possess.
So just think about it...when you love someone or hopefully not someTHING, think about how you spend your time and especially your love because you might as well just be wasting your life...

And to y'all I wish a goodnight'
-Marvin

Ooohwee!
Driving is sikk! Haha, I went driving with my dad this night and yes it was my first drive =D. I did pretty good if I say so for myself :P, except the part where I was backing up and rode up on our neighbour's curb and ALMOST hit their car :S.
I went around my neighbourhood for like an hour and I was supposed to drive on the streets of Mississauga, but I was like nahh and showoff my drift skills!? Lol, kidding...*laughs to self. Haha anyways yeah, I'm still scared of other cars so yeah, I'll be driving on the streets soon enough =D.

checklist of things to do before i die
-drive a car CHECKMARK
-be in the church band CHECKMARK
-get my first job CHECKMARK


and to y'all I wish a goodnight.

Entrapement.
You got to tell me this isn't real.
Stuck in a horrid cage
with rusty metal bars,
and a beast that'll maul you by your heels.

Entrapement.
Once I am set free
and taste the sweet aroma
of oh so englightening pleasure,
it comes mauling me back.

Entrapement.
Why have you done this to me?
Abducting me every chance,
everytime I experience what you despise.

Entrapement.
Have you grown accustomed to my ways?
Please oh please, someone show me the way.

"ya gotta let go of whats in front of you and allow your ears to hear what you're listening to. i guarantee you, when you play the song, you'll find yourself free from tab restraints, and you make the song your own."

3 P's: practice, patience, and passion..

-from Mr.Passion himself

As we both sit on the park bench
and just reminise about all the good times
that we both shared,
I glance at your face and everything
we've been through just comes racing
back to me.
A smile appears on my face.
You ask why I'm smiling, I say
"Don't worry"

As we both move through the air on the swings
and just reminise about all the good times
that we both shared,
I glance at the sand and the memory of us
building sand castles just comes racing
back to me.
A smile appears on my face.
You ask why I'm smiling, I say
"Don't worry"

Five years later,
Here we stand.
With you across the room and I on the other.
Tears come drooping down my face.
I tilt my head down,
You ask why I'm acting the way I am, I say
"Don't worry..."


Hehe, just a little poem I wrote in English class while I was bored since I had a supply-teacher and I felt like writing =)

Again..it's been LONGTIMES since I've written in this thing. Lol, this'll happen every now and then so next time it happens, I won't even mention the "it's been a longtime" speech. =D

Well ummm, school's been happening, jam sessions with Nikko and Phil, 'chillages' with the three doods (Nic, Reg & Sherwin) and of course youth has been happenin =D.
And yesterday was really cool since we finally performed that we made for Erika =D, And it was coool! The original plan was that we were to play it at her surprise party, but then things happened...so the date kept on getting pushed, but we finally played it and all our jam sessions were worth the expression(s) of Erika. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Ummm...school? Well, it's alright...nothing TOO serious right now, just an English essay and the pinhole camera we're making for Photography...lol it's really nothing so CHYABOI =D. LOL, I can handle it.

Youth was cool too. Last week, before youth I went to hand in my resume at Square One to this booth that sells iPod accessories, haha I know it might not be much...but it's better than me staying at home or doing whatever, so CHYABOI..hehe sorry.

Anyways, well tom. is the Terry Fox Run so YAY...no classes and raise money for a cure for cancer =D! And after we have the 'Joesapolloza' (lol, however you spell it), go NIKKO!

Well, that's all I have to say for now.
TOODLES!

Haha, a little something that was fun and cool to do :)

First day of school was really cool. I finally don't have to walk alone and all since my cousin walks with me =D. Well yeah, my schedule is:

-Introduction to Sociology, Psychology & Anthrophology: probably my best class since with Nic, Phil, Jill, and Patrick and it'll be the most interesting class I'll ever have *according to Mr. Pyrszlak, but yeah I know it'll be :)
-English: okay class, I guess...have the same English teacher I had in grade 9, :S)
-3A Lunch: Best lunch ever since with the coolest people =D.
-Photography: Cool class, most/some of the people there I'm cool with (Erika, Rendl, Andrew L.)
-Art: Cool class also and cool classmates :)

And you know what's cool? School ends 10 minutes earlier for us! YIPPIE! I don't know why, something about busses or something, lol whatever...just be happy =D

P.S: Writing on Livejournal reminds me of summer for some reason and gives me a "butterfly-y" feeling inside and it feels GOOOOOD! :)

MAJOR SIGH*
Summer is finally over =(. Since I haven't really posted anything about my summer in a while, it'll be all in here. Well, just the highlights =D.

Wonderland with the friends
Wonderland with the friends was the best ever. It may have not been better than last year since I went less this year and I only went like 3-4 times to Wonderland with them, but it's all cool. It's all my fault anyways, well I was always busy whenever they/you were going or that it was last minute (haha :p). I mostly went with Phil, Nic, Grace, Patricia, Sammie, Norjohn and everybody else...well yeah, something like that. Also, I never went to Philippino/Filipino Day because of two reasons:
-my cousin's Mark's birthday (supposedly a surprise one)
-because of the light/medium hard drizzle
Well, also I never got to go to Wonderland with Regg which was like our plan; Nic's, Regg's, Mines (haha, I know it's "incorrect", but wudever) and Sherwin's (haha, i think?).
Also, I couldn't wait until the whole youth went to Wonderland...But, in the end, it never happened :(. Well, maybe next summer...or sometimes soon =D.

Sammie's Party
Too sick man, too sick...I already posted something about this party so just go and read that. Haha, sorry =D. Well, I just wanna say thanks to Phil and Erika for including me in their plans of getting the party ready and all, THANKS GUYS!

Youth Nights/Youth Scavenger Hunt
Whenever I wasn't doing anything for a week during the summer, I always had one thing to look fowards to; youth night =D. Youth night is pretty diggin' (haha) and I/we learn a lot from those nights also the fellowships/chillouts with the youth people during the movie nights/house youths/scooter's roller palace were too sick gey!
The last youth at Square One; the Scavenger Hunt was TOO SICK. Going around the mall with Nikki and Daniel and winning SECOND PLACE! CHYABOI! It was cool going around the mall and actually have a PURPOSE of being there, haha and not loitering or whatnot...not that I HATE loitering and all but just, yeahh =D.


Haha, ignore my face...Jay, I, Vanessa, Nikki, Nico, Mark, Kevin when ROCC @ Charles'


ROCC at the Que's...lol, Nico's face looks wrong since he's doing it behind me :S


Vanessa, I, Kevin & Jay at Scooter's


Daniel & I posing for one of the clues: Find some sort of fish in PJ's Pet Store


Nikki, Daniel & I posing for one of the clues: Pose a Charlie's Angels pose in front of an escaltor mirror. Haha, ohman..One girl saw us doing it!


Sid & I...and Jessica laughing, haha

Also, I fufilled one of my "Things To Do Before I Die" which was to be in the Praise & Worship team for Mississauga Family Baptist Church (MFBC) =D. Now, I sing/play guitar for the church every now and then...and pretty soon for youth nights too when it's back at Fairwind =D!. I just want to praise God that he gave me this opportunity, thanks.

Well yeah, haha thats my summer for y'all...seems pretty short heh? Yeah, well I like to think that I "half-wasted" my summer since the beginning part of the summer, I had TONS of fun and all but then the other half, I just "declined" in having fun (if that make sense). Well, my NUMBER 1 goal for next summer or this year is: GET A JOB!

Peace!